We will miss you nani ..

30th April, 2009

My nani passed away this day. I will really miss you nani. Though I could never say it to you in person, I am sorry for not being able to give you your due importance, love and respect. The unconditional love and caring that you have given to us all - no one else could give. I will miss your nimbu ka achar, your constant efforts to make us eat something or other all the time and your love that you used to shower liberally upon us. Perhaps grandparents are the only people on earth who dont have any expectation from you. They are the ones who love you as you are irrespective of whether you give them time or not, whether you pass or fail, whether you even take out a minute for them or not.. Janak puri will never be same for us again. Our lives will never be the same again without you nani. O God - please take care of my nani. She is in your hands now. Nani, please forgive us for all our wrong doings ... please and let your blessing hand be always there on our heads.

I also hate myself for one more thing. Everyone keeps on praising about what i have achieved in life. But no one seems to have realized what am i loosing in this process. When chachu passed away i was not here .. when nani passed away, again i was not here .. I am losing the time that i used to spend with people who care for me ... i am losing my family ....