Alone vs. Lonely

Alone and Lonely ... the words share so many letters. Yet the two words carry totally different meaning. One of those past day gone by feelings is coming back .. and i am hating it. Feeling quite lonely, sad, dont want tomorrow ever to come, not having a great time in this day too, feeling disgusted with life, with myself, there is that fear of future, what tomorrow is going to bring, what have i lost today, what have i left behind. All the true signs of a week man. But i have to move on. Life will not stop here. It will continue. This day will end. Tomorrow will come and I will have to face it. So no point in fretting or freaking out. Let me welcome tomorrow with open arms. And i will work to make tomorrow a success. A grand one too ... For God - Bas itni si tumse guzarish hai ... you know what!

Life is set to change .. once again

A long long time since i wrote my last blog. I will try to be regular now. The title of this blog says it all ... life is set to change .. once again.

I have this feeling in my bones. I know it in the deepest of my hearts. Change is good. Thats what everyone tells me but thats not how always we percieve it. We accept it, welcome it with open arms when its for better but what do we do when everything has been perfect .. and life is set to change ...

This change that I can feel is going to be both personal and professional. I will move over to Pune from Nagpur and Aurangabad in this project. While it does feel good to come back to civilization (from the now much explored jungles of Maharastra :P), there is definitely a bit of apprehension if I will be able to repeat the history that I created in the places left behind. Personally, I dont think I have too much of bachelor life left, though God only knows what he has in store for me.... and hence i want to enjoy whatever time is left to the fullest.

We had a great time yesterday .. me, Tarun and Ankur. We had gone to Firangi Pani in Andheri. It was a great place though I seriously missed having a girlfriend there. The best thing was that after a long long time we all let go of ourselves and had a great time.. And I will remember the 'lady in black' for the rest of my life ...